Loneliness Is Better Than Miserable

One can be lonely in many ways.  But, the loneliness I'm referring to this day is companionship.  The desire for a husband or wife. Someone to rub your feet, massage your shoulder blades, feel their arms around your waist and feel their breath upon your neck. 

Someone to situp with in the late nights, drink a night cap and watch a move. It doesn't matter what kind or type of movie it is, just as long as you are together with the one you so love and desire.

I'm talking about that person that makes you melt, smile, get-tie,  aroused just by looking at them and never saying the word no!  The one that nobody can tell you nothing wrong about because they can do no wrong! Oh if I could just have that man right now!

And then that day comes...... Wow! what a joyous day and event of such fulfillment. The honey moon begins and all those things I desire to have in a man is at my every beck and call. Can't push him away if I wanted to, but I dare not, I just want more and more of this lush-us loving. The honey moon is over and we are now home. These first two months has been honeymoon heaven.

But then something happened! a dark cloud has landed over our dreams, the thunder roars and the lighten flashes, I scream......................... what happened?  No more kisses, no more hand holding, don't even open the door for me any longer, oh my! Where is this change coming from? Who has entered this house without my knowing. Quickly, quickly turn on the lights, it's to dark, I can't see.............. I scream.................. Is.... this.... hell?  

The yelling, the auguring  even cursing.  Not speaking, sneaking in and sleeping on the couch.  Hell raising sun up and sun down.  Now the face that I could not get enough of, I now dread to see....

Loneliness, loneliness, oh how I miss you.  I would give anything to have you in my arms again!  

Slap, slap across the face, what, what.. Honey you was dreaming! Phew.... Glad that was a dream....