Why

I woke up this morning with a why attitude. I just don't know why! The more I give myself to others the less they appreciate me.  Why?

Why do I have to buy love? Why do I have to always initiate contacts? Why?

Where is the love that cometh from the mouth of so called loved ones?  I hear it all the time but never seeing it from their efforts of proof. Why?

All my life, I have given, helped, shared and cared. My Spirit is such a given spirit, I formed a non-profit organization to help those that are in need. I don't look for anything in return from the needy, but I do look for something from those that holds special places in my life.  

Why is it that everyone else seems to get what they want, but when it comes to me I lack?  Why?  Why am I here? How long will this go on before I receive my desire?  I hold fast to my Faith in God for my change. I'm ready to just get on an air plain and fly away from here, but to a place where I can seek peace and for a change, someone to take care of me. If only for a little while.


The people's hearts have grown cold. It's all about them and they don't appreciate anything. I have just got to let-em go. No matter who they are, because it's a burden to my heart. I'm not Santa Clause neither am I God... I need love and affection too!